goodbye blue monday’s new year’s evil 2nd anniversary

what? maybe it’s becoming a tradition.
we got a buffet, hats, noisemakers and a champagne toast at midnight.
FREE!
and…..*NNITO;
Marionettes of Satan
andrew katz
deep sound diver
teresa amram
brer brian
and surprises i don’t even know about……
*NNITO – *(not necessarily in that order)
you DON’T have to drag your ass to billyburg or manhattan.
you can [...]

it snowed and snowed. it was like….a foot of snow. it was wonderful for a few days. it accented the christmas decorations on the houses. out where i live, they suspended alternate-side-of-the-street parking on sunday and monday and tuesday.
wednesday, in my neighborhood, there is none.
i mistakenly assumed, along with a whole lot of other new [...]

first, i’ll reach back and consult the glossary of brain and memory, something that by now has been going on for almost a year – it’s something i found online and has become a mixture of oracle, influence and grasper of straws for me that steadies my mind (or what’s left of it).
officially –
from the [...]

OR; this feeling of disquiet and the following week of books, memories and the journey west.
i asked these questions of the grifting lizard because of the conversation i had with my friend out west the previous day. i had wanted to believe that if any being, lizard or otherwise, could peer casually into the complex [...]

it’s been weeks since i sat here for more than ten minutes and attempted to fashion a note. in that time, i’ve done stuff;
all kinds of stuff.
i’ve had friends tom and kate join me where i offered them a tour to parts of gateway national/fort tilden that they hadn’t yet explored – they fish the [...]

was playing on turner classic movies as i sat before this computer screen and searched for an airline that could get me out to visit a sick friend this past week.
i felt the warmth of black and white images bathe me as i linked this ernst lubitch film to with that ongoing reel that whirrs, [...]